A New Beginning

A New Beginning
by ianne tan

created 03/25/2010 @ 800 AM

sun has risen already
ready for a new beginning
flowers already blooms
birds begin to sing

ready for a new beginning
beginning of what is life is
ready to soar high
into the big blue sky

ready to begin new life
a new meaning on a cheerful day
ready to forgive and forget
like a new born in life

today i might sound crazy
yesterday i sound not okey
tears of yesterday is not i want
tears of yesterday is not my life

smile in my heart blooms once again
i finally move on
grudges and hate which i once became slave
now i'm ready to a new beginning

sorry to those who i hate
sorry to the things i made
sorry to the things i said
and i'm sorry to the heart i hate

yesteryear was great
but tomorrow will be greater
i live my life to the fullest
now i should live my life to the greatest

thank you for the comfort
thank you for the love
thank you for being there
thank you all my good friend

once again i will live
once again i will try to survive
once again my memory will be new
once again i will fall inlove

goodbye to a memories that is cruel
goodbye to a memories that we shared
goodbye to a memories that so untrue
goodbye to a memories that is me and you

i love the new me
i love the people near me
i forgive those people who tried hurting me
i love the person who stand beside me

Kalungkutan

kalungkutan
by ianne tan

created 03/22/2010 @ 130PM


namutawi sa kanyang labi
ukol sa pag-ibig ng walang katapusan
palalo man kung gugunitain
katotohanan mamumutawi din

bigkis ng mga puso nagsimula
pinagpala ng panahon sinimulan
hapang hapa ng mga araw simula
pamumukadkad ng mga rosas sinusimulan

alala sa gunita
ang mga araw na nagdaan
tulad ng balon umapaw sa saya
mga bulaklak nag kantahan sa galak

ngayon at bukas magpakailaman
sumpaan na walang katapusan
kulitan na walang humpay
ng mga matatamis ng pinag-isang labi

damhin ang pusong mainit
hiningan walang kasi init
bulong ng dibdib
sa bawat galaw anong bilis

natapos ang araw
ngiti'y namumutawi
mga tenga'y nagpapalakpakan
sa mga lumilipad na mga salitang pag-ibig

bukas o sa makalawa akala'y hinde didistansya
kasiyahan na nadarama akala'y walang katapusan
ngunit ang katotohanan ay napa-rilasa
buhay na napabaya

pag-iisa'y di hinanap
ngunit panahon ay nagdikta
sa mga labing nag iiyakan
sa mga mata'y lungkot hinde mapinta

katapusan na walang hanggan
kalungkutang hinde maipinta
kantang walang himig
sa panahon ng pag-iisa

Two Worlds

two worlds
by ianne tan

created 03/20/2010 @ 1130AM

marching army on both sides
telling me of untruce on sides
asking which sides i will be
on both friends that are waging wars

end of the cloudy sun
red sky begin to paint
a smoke on the valley hills
crushing sound that begun to fall

aching heart unbearable heat
fill me not on an empty glass
till this day i find my heart
marching till the end of time

i'm not be a good king
but i gave my everything
i might give my decision
but i will keep the heart that i desire

not all things are impossible
not all things are possible
meet things halfway
make sure regrets are not halfway

miss the heart that are true
kiss the heart that so true
mark the day that a heart die
mark the day that a heart that makes you alive

hear the storm that are comming
brings joys and sorrow to the one waiting
a month or two when you are unprepared
to surprise the one who is prepared

i feel cold as an ice
on the wave of heat on summer day
feeling the pressure even none
on the rainy summer nights

this may not be true
this may be a dream
this may be true
this may be blue

miss me not when you're blue
miss you when i feel blue
miss me when i miss you
let the kiss mark our lips

today just like any other day
today just like yesterday
today seems the day
when i finally decide on that day

forgive to the lips, that i leave crying
forgive for the lips, that i leave my mark
let be forgotten what has happened
let be brave for this decision that will happen

time let me be
time let me see
time let be on my side
time let be me

consume me when two worlds collide
consume my selfishness when two worlds collide
consume my agony and pain
consume me when i finally say goodbye

Undecided Night

undecided night
by ianne tan

created 03/20/2010 @ 1100AM

two rivers flow side by side
you'll hear the roar
like a thunder rolling above
during the morning mist and thru out the night

empty heart like an empty shells
tormented soul on undivided attention
burning ice on the morning heat
undecided things that are not meant to be

rain cloud above my head
pouring sunshine beyond the hills
deciding on things that are untrue
heart that blemish but not so true

hear me oh god of heart
hear me on the misty june
tis was my end of misery
help thy heart of mine

summon the thieves of the night
let the rolling light be the guide
listen to the tunes of endless night
but make my might be my guide

simple things on unmeasureable time
dust of grave on mid morning night
undesirable things let me decide
to the long lost lonely night

thus not weep my heart
tears was not meant to be on the loney heart
misuse of decision may fall apart
the love that be lost will be not

emptying my shells like emptying my soul
finding the answer on the ridging waves
sea of doubt let not be my guide
release the light on this misguided night